Hello All. Its 1am when I am writing this. Why you might ask am I up at 1am? Well I went to see The Great Gatsby, loved it. The drive home however got me thinking of where I have been, where I am and where I want to be.
I probably won’t yammer on for an endless chapter of what seems to be a page in my history of nothing… Then again, maybe I will. Actually it won’t be long, I just wanted to do some reflecting.
Before I do however, I’d like to start you off with a question. More rhetorical but still a question that begs to be asked. Have you ever had something you’ve wanted more than anything but its always out of reach? Now that the question is out there, let it soak in, absorb the words into your mind and take a moment to really think about something you’ve always wanted.
Ok now that you’ve given it some thought… Have you achieved or are you in the process of achieving the goal? Did you do it step by step, or jump in head first as if it was the only thing that mattered? Or even on the other side of the spectrum… Did you let it disappear from your mind and never think about it again? Maybe you tried and failed.
I ask mainly because I have a goal, well 3 goals really a 1 year, a 3 year and a 5-10 year. Which is odd for me because I’ve never set goals really until recently… Feels good man.
Anyways, I don’t think a forever untouchable really needs an explanation, but sometimes just being in proximity of that something or someone just makes your day better. Sometimes it makes somethings that much harder. Sigh… Emotions are a funny thing no?
None of this will probably make any sense because I’m stupid tired right now. If you did however manager to get through the jibberish I just wrote, hats off old chap. “They’re a rotten crowd’, I shouted across the lawn. ‘You’re worth the whole damn bunch put together.”